What did we explore in this Lab?

The lab focused on exploring trauma symptoms in women, emphasizing disconnection, violence, and societal challenges. Through shared experiences, participants fostered a collective consciousness, enabling healing and integration of collective trauma. They drew on cultural resources and ancestral resilience inherent in Latin American femininity.

- We reflected on the symptoms of trauma in women today, and their effects on our disconnection, rejection, violence and criticism towards our bodies.
- We explored our fragmentation and dissociation in relation to our self-contact.
- We created a field of connection and shared consciousness, where we could feel, transform, heal and integrate parts of the collective trauma.
- We connected with our being, becoming and belonging as women, in the face of the current challenges of our society.
- We recognized the wealth of resources we have as women connected to Latin America, including our cultural collective intelligence and ancestral resilience.

Our intentions were to attract more light and manifest it, practice abundance, and love, connect with the feminine, include polarity in the body, make teachings tangible, and create a healing path for women.

Who was invited to participate?

Spanish-speaking women who felt connected to Latin America and called to dedicate a year to exploring their body awareness, as well as to maintaining a sacred space for other women to do the same.

More about the journey of the Lab:

Opening and intention setting - January 26<br /> Earth, body, and relational resources - February 23<br /> Body Presence, wholeness, and fragmentation - March 22<br /> Nutrition - April 26<br /> Ancestry - May 17<br /> Self-contact - June 14<br /> Being a woman - July 26<br /> Our cyclical nature - August 30<br /> Receiving and Deserving - September 20<br /> Sisterhood (Sorority) - October 25<br /> The masculine in women - November 15<br /> Recapitulation, closure, and releasing the intention - December 13<br /> <br /> As facilitators, we were willing to be transformed by the questions this lab seeked to answer and committed to ongoing cycles of exploring our embodiment of the feminine, welcoming the possibility of integrating unresolved traumas within ourselves, our ancestry, our culture, and our collective. We started out with a group of 47 participants and completed with 31 participants. We met for 12 group sessions from January - December 2024. <br />

Stages of our Progress as a Group

Synchronising & Resourcing
Synchronising & Resourcing

Before opening the Lab, as facilitators, we established coherence practices and spent several sessions focusing on our intentions for each lab. We engaged in meditation to cultivate safety and align on next steps, fostering humility and openness to navigate the complexities of our group dynamics.
During our first call, we connected each participant's individual intention with our collective purpose, establishing agreements for the lab. Our interaction framework included welcome sessions, meditations for the group to feel itself, reflective questions in small groups, and shared takeaways for home practice. By the end of the session, we invited participants to reaffirm their commitment, marking the beginning of our collective sisterhood.

To enhance motivation and trust, we created practices such as a WhatsApp group for engagement, self-organized triads for transparent communication, and aftercare calls. One cherished practice was “Scribing,” where a volunteer or other participants created artistic expressions as sense-making tools. Each session began with a reflection on the previous Scribing, helping us gauge the next topic. In our second session, we focused on identifying our individual and collective resources, incorporating definitions from Somatic Experiencing, such as Resource, Pendulation, and Titration.

Meeting the Collective Trauma Landscape
Meeting the Collective Trauma Landscape

We encountered patterns of absence and denial—arriving late, people-pleasing, self-criticism, comparison, and disconnection from our bodies. Personal stories emerged—being labeled in workspaces, navigating menopause, empty nests, and choosing not to become mothers. These stories revealed shared sensitivity and resonance.

The group space was held generously, allowing for relational depth. Some participants had never experienced such dynamics. Our facilitation felt collaborative, rooted in service rather than authority, and became emergent by embracing unpredictability and honoring each voice.

Each month, we explored dimensions of self—somatic, emotional, mental, and spiritual—through deep inquiry. Questions guided us through the fragmentations we carry and opened insight into identity, womanhood, and connection.

We explored:
— Connection with our body: What feels fragmented, numb, or nurturing?
— Nutrition and ancestral ties: What strengths or patterns do we inherit from female ancestors?
— Feminine essence and self-awareness: What does it mean to be a woman?
— Cycles: How do we relate to our current life phase?
— Receiving: Do we feel worthy? What societal layers influence that?
— Safety with women: How do competition and distrust appear in us?
— Masculine energy: What do we take or reject from male figures? How does it empower or limit us?

Exploring Individual & Collective Conditioning
Exploring Individual & Collective Conditioning

Many participants shared their suffering from gender-based violence, social discrimination, lack of autonomy, and economic disparities. Additionally, many of these women carry the scars of dictatorships, armed conflicts, and structural poverty. These trauma patterns manifest as hypervigilance, low self-esteem, a yearning for control, prioritizing others’ needs, normalization of violence, chronic stress, health issues, self-criticism, and disconnection from their bodies.

As facilitators, we aimed to create a safe environment conducive to discovery and collective meaning-making by:

- Slowing down and cultivating emotional sensitivity
- Listening to others’ experiences and feeling how they resonated with us
- Noticing our bodies and softening into our physical sensations
- Becoming aware of how it feels when the group listens to a participant
- Exploring in triads and small groups
- Welcoming comments and questions in the Zoom chat
- Asking for permission for feedback or reflection
- Deepening discussions to include emotions and body sensations

We recognized the importance of self-care practices and continuous development to remain spacious and grounded, allowing us to address any discomforts between us.

Listening to Ancestral Roots & Voices from the Field
Listening to Ancestral Roots & Voices from the Field

One of our labs focused on connecting with our ancestors from the maternal lineage, coinciding with the international celebration of Mother’s Day. In this session, each participant voiced their name, along with the names of their mother, grandmother, and any other chosen ancestors. We remained present during moments of disorientation that led to deeper insights, especially when some participants wished to include their masculine ancestors as well.

As facilitators, we acknowledged deep fears that reside within us beyond our personal histories, such as fears of illness, regrets over enjoyment and pleasure, disembodiment during sexual encounters, idealization or disillusionment regarding father figures, and fears of sin and punishment.
One voice that felt ancestral emerged from a woman contemplating leaving her romantic partner due to her inability to tolerate his mistakes. She softened her rigidity toward both him and herself.

Another participant expressed her constant desire to change her mother. As we explored our relationships with our mothers, she learned to accept more of her mother as she is. Throughout the journey, we addressed the ethical breach of "hating the mother," inviting awareness and connection to the Divine Law, which resonated deeply with the participants.

Integrating & Restoring
Integrating & Restoring

Many participants shared significant experiences of reconnecting with their feminine bodies and identities as women, aspects that had been disconnected or in "hibernation." This reconnection encompassed not only greater physical awareness but also emotional, sexual, and spiritual dimensions, emphasizing self-care, enjoyment, and pleasure. This reflected a transformation in their self-perception, shifting from a distant or negative relationship to a more integrated and loving one with their bodies.

Participants noted a shift in perspective regarding womanhood and aging. Several mentioned that the lab helped them rediscover their power and wisdom, regardless of age. Some felt more empowered and connected to their sexuality and their capacity to give, both to others and themselves.

The lab also encouraged participants to expand their horizons, question beliefs and prejudices, and adopt a more inclusive and gentle outlook toward differences. This transformation affected not only their self-perception but also their interactions with others and the world. The importance of accepting discomfort in relationships and holding the tension between differences without judgment was emphasized.

An ethic of care emerged, as some participants began therapy and actively sought grounding resources to integrate their experiences from the labs.

Transforming & Meta-learning
Transforming & Meta-learning

We recognized embodiment as essential for healing—meeting numbness, anxiety, and fear with love, compassion, and honoring the body as the vessel for transforming trauma. One key insight in the lab was learning to honor reality as it is. By staying with present energy instead of idealizing other scenarios, we allowed fragmented patterns to transform within a soft, coherent healing space.

Trust in the group and process was vital. With participants from 15 countries—mostly Latin America, along with England, Russia, and Spain—the container transcended cultural barriers. Toward the end, we addressed colonial and neocolonial dynamics. Every participant added to the collective puzzle, creating space for intimacy and transformation.

Some experienced new sensitivity to creativity. From this, other Pockets are emerging: (1) a hiking group for women, connecting with nature; (2) an initiative—“Trauma and Collective Healing in Latin America”—to share facilitation practices; (3) Argentinian participants supporting a Theory U process in a public institution using systemic coaching, regenerative cultures, and trauma-informed leadership.

We, Karla, Stephanie, and Maria, feel inspired to continue this healing journey through retreats, podcasts, rituals, and trainings for women—offering from the trauma we carry as Latin American women, creating space for personal and cultural healing and progress.

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Moments of Challenge

  • We created space to honor the disappearance of a pregnant Colombian activist, a friend of a Lab member. Her kidnapping reflects the tragic normalization of disappearances in Latin America—symptoms of Hot Trauma. We supported government searches and acknowledged the collective fear our bodies carry.
  • Holding the container during triads challenged our sense of role as facilitators. Sometimes we joined to connect and sense energy, while one managed tech. This raised ethical questions about boundaries and the fluid tension of being both within and outside the group dynamic.
  • We experienced differing views on time. One felt going over disrespected participants; others believed it honored the moment. We might explore this tension with the group. Despite differences, we found beauty in navigating them. Co-facilitating helped us manage challenges and lean on our strengths.
  • I (Maria) recall feeling stuck when a participant couldn’t speak. Karla stepped in, using movement to shift the energy. As the participant moved her hands, others joined, creating a powerful, rhythmic moment that deeply moved her and resonated with the group.
  • I (Stephanie) led a meditation while feeling disembodied after a recent robbery. Though prepared, my system was in shock. I later realized I could’ve asked for support, and this experience revealed my tendency to push through instead of receiving help.
  • I (Karla) faced a challenge in knowing when to intervene and when to simply be present. With my therapeutic background, holding back from intervening, despite having something to offer, was difficult.

Moments of Grace

  • One participant felt overwhelmed and paused her attendance. We supported her, honoring her pace and suggesting titration as a resource. Though absent, the field continued working on her. Significant healing unfolded, and she eventually returned, reconnecting more deeply with the group.
  • In a self-contact session, many felt called to draw. We usually received one or two drawings—this time, ten arrived. It deepened intimacy and sparked creativity, like a downpouring of light, bringing connection, presence, and a strong sense of coherence to the group.
  • In our lab on sisterhood, one participant described “crossing a threshold into utmost honesty in feeling and expression.” A WhatsApp practice allowed care through prayer and love. Many shared that being loved and witnessed gave them strength, hope, and inner resources.
  • In our last session, we blessed those who left the lab, honoring their reasons and trusting their choices. We upheld freedom to withdraw without judgment, keeping them close in our hearts. It felt like a blessing to the intelligence behind our choices.
  • We conducted mid-way individual check-ins to optimize our time. Being witnessed helped participants realize their growth, bringing deeper awareness to their healing. In some cases, attuning to them revealed their need for individual or external therapeutic support along their journey.
  • Throughout the lab, we felt the Divine Feminine and Masculine as integral. One participant shared discovering herself as a woman in all aspects, including the masculine—surprised by the feminine’s power as both determining and gentle, and how we relate through both.
  • Filling out this report offered a beautiful chance to reflect, digest, and let the experience settle. The lab invited risk and vulnerability, challenged our assumptions, and brought transformation. We’ve been evolving with the lab and received grace as individuals too.

Insights

  • Many participants noted that interactions with other women were key to their growth and healing. The lab’s safe space fostered collective healing through empathy and solidarity, allowing personal transformation by sharing vulnerabilities, stored pain, and undigested life experiences.
  • A deep exploration of individual, collective, and ancestral shadow and light helped participants integrate repressed aspects. Processing these experiences expanded consciousness, with some finding peace and acceptance, viewing pain as part of a larger, transcendent human experience.
  • Despite the virtual format, participants formed deep, authentic connections, showing that bonds transcend physical presence. They emphasized group coherence, shared energy, and the emotional-spiritual impact, reinforcing that collective healing and learning don't rely on proximity.
  • Through this lab, we learned that female leadership goes beyond power. It embodies emotional intelligence, collaboration, intuitive strength, and decisive action for the common good, essential for long-term change and fostering connected awareness, agency, and firepower.
  • In summary, the lab provided a transformative space for reconnection, healing, and expanded consciousness. Participants gained a deeper understanding of themselves, their relationships, and the importance of masculine energy for the feminine to flourish.

“Before being in this lab, I could only feel my body in pain; now I can also feel it in pleasure and joy. I feel very alive through my body. I am excited to inhabit my space with emotion. I have done many women’s circles and cacao ceremonies, but none had the impact on me that this lab has had.”

“This lab was a beautiful experience, a journey month after month through different topics and perspectives of what inhabits us as women. It has been a privilege to do this accompanied and nurtured by women with awakening and profound wisdom; every group or plenary meeting has enriched and expanded my experience…”

“... When I began, I was coming from a deep disconnection with my body. I leave the Lab connected with myself, with my body. I leave connected with those things that are now in the light. Thank you for being wise and welcoming mothers. I have felt much healing. ”

“It was a wonderful experience. When I started, I realized how disconnected I was from my body; I could only feel it when it hurt. My main reflection was wanting to experience it in enjoyment and pleasure. As the year passed, I began to realize how I started to feel it... and now that we’ve finished, I can say ACHIEVED! I can feel it in enjoyment and pleasure!”

“This is the materialization of a collective wish for the work and connection between participants to grow and expand, bringing positive impact first to Latin America and then to the entire world. It was incredible—the resonance...... The seed we’ve planted over the course of this year, every single month, has now become a flower, then it will become a sturdy tree. Something like an Amazon that we can create among us to give air to this world”.

“I experience a deepening feeling little by little, like flashes of awareness, that those countless unnamed experiences I have individually had—overwhelming, painful, and unthinkable to approach—belong to a realm that transcends me as an individual and even the family..Once again, I have confirmed that opening up to share, in a safe context, allowed me to release those burdens, feel at peace with my emotions..This was very stimulating and illuminated aspects of my experience that were in shadow"

Our Lab Team

  • Stephanie Pizarro

    Stephanie Pizarro

    Stephanie Pizarro es colombiana. Se desempeña como Coach de Equipos Ejecutivos y educadora experiencial con una amplia trayectoria en Desarrollo Organizacional, Gestión del Cambio y Liderazgo Transformacional, en diversos negocios, geografías y culturas, apoyando esfuerzos de mejora gradual y sostenible que priorizan el fomento de una cultura humana de interdependencia y progreso. Es autora de “Al baño María, un encuentro sagrado contigo misma”, un viaje guiado para mujeres que anhelan un cultivo profundo de autoconciencia, fluidez interior y propósito personal. Profesional en Comunicación Social y Periodismo (Colombia), Maestría en Responsabilidad Social Empresarial (España) y Maestría en Ciencia Interna (EE.UU.). Es estudiante de Thomas Hubl desde 2015. (TWT, Pocket Project, CTFT).
  • Maria Soledad Troya

    Maria Soledad Troya

    Ecuatoriana, Coach Ontológico Profesional Certificada (PCC), acompaña a líderes ejecutivos y grupos de organizaciones multiculturales en su desarrollo de liderazgo, facilitando un trabajo transformacional muy profundo. Combina con su trabajo su experiencia en emprendimiento, liderazgo de Coaches, facilitadora de Círculos de Coaching, miembro del directorio de la Federación Internacional de Coaching en Ecuador (ICF), gerencia, moderadora de foros, meditadora, estudiante, esposa, y madre de tres hijos. Tiene un título en Administración de Empresas en The University of Texas at Austin. Certificada en Conscious Business.
  • Karla Mejia

    Karla Mejia

    Psicoterapeuta salvadoreña, especializada en integracion de trauma individual y colectivo, con mas de 15 años de experiencia en Las Americas, Europa e Indonesia. Terapeuta y facilitadora comunidades Indigenas y Garifunas en Guatemala y Belice. Lider de programas para la integracion de trauma colectivo para adolescentes en contexto de alta violencia en El Salvador y Guatemala, de comunidades indigenas t sobrevivientes de las guerras civiles en ambos paises. Licenciada en psicopedagogía logia (El Salvador), maestria en psicologia analitica transpersonal (Mexico), Certificada en movimiento ocular, desensibilizacion y reprocesamiento (EMDR), Terpapia integrativa avanzada (AIT), Radionica y estudiante de Thomas Huebl desde 2015.  (TWT, meditacion y mediación, trauma colectivo)
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