What did we explore in this Lab?

Our lab explored the legacy of the Great Famine (1845-52), in which more than 1 million Irish died. More than 1 million emigrated during this time, and there were successive waves of emigration that created an Irish diaspora that today numbers more than 44 million. The lab is not so much about the history but about people’s experience of that history. What did the Irish have to do to survive the Famine? How does the Famine echo into our lives in the present? How is the legacy of the famine different for those who left and those who remained?

Who was invited to participate?

The lab was intended for people of Irish descent, whether in Ireland or in the Irish diaspora. Some understanding of trauma was necessary, as was the willingness to look deeply into our individual lives and our ancestry. But most important is the desire to uncover and heal what our Irish ancestors couldn't heal in their own time.

More about the journey of the Lab:

The lab followed Thomas Hübl's Collective Trauma Integration Process (CTIP). We created a safe container for exploring how the Famine trauma response still lives in us and how it affects our very being. Painful moments arose in this work but the process was guided with compassion, care, and respect. And with a deeper understanding of the legacy of the Famine, we began individually and collectively to form a new sense of Irishness.We started out with a group of 54 participants, drawn from 98 applications. Five people withdrew at various times during the lab, so we ended with 49 participants. Perhaps four or five others also withdrew but without notice, just by discontinuing their participation. We met for 13 group sessions from January - December 2024.

Stages of our Progress as a Group

Synchronising & Resourcing
Synchronising & Resourcing

In the first two sessions we focused on synchronizing the group around the roadmap for the lab, by creating a shared intention, by introducing the competencies we would need for the journey, and by fostering coherence and presence in the group field

A key inquiry in the first session was looking at what brought people to the lab. The sharing about this revealed how the Famine feels like a distant event, hard to feel, and with a confusing narrative. Yet it also revealed a strong sense that the Famine has major affects for us as individuals, through our ancestry, and in Irish culture and institutions. For those in the diaspora, the sense of distance is even stronger and there are gaps and distortions in the emigrant narrative. Many people touched into something they had not felt before and the sharing of this created a strong and beautiful group resonance that surprised everyone. The coherence arose from the way we structured the inquiry and from how we facilitated the open sharing. This strong coherence at the start carried through to the final session of the lab, and was a major resource as we started to move into more challenging terrain in later sessions.

Our second session centered on resilience as a key resource—honoring what Irish ancestors endured to survive, and how their strength lives in us. Though facilitation lacked flow, open sharing revealed many felt connected to ancestral resilience as a support on this journey.

Meeting the Collective Trauma Landscape
Meeting the Collective Trauma Landscape

In the third session we explored fragmentation, because that is the first thing one meets when looking into the famine. There is no coherent narrative about the famine; it doesn’t even have an agreed upon name (but most commonly in Irish it’s An Gorta Mór). What we meet is narrative gaps, narrative distortion, loss of the language, most history written in the colonizers’ language, etc. We looked at the individual, ancestral and collective dimensions of this. The exploration in triads was around how fragmentation is alive in us now, and there were many touching share as touched into this fragmentation in a new, deeper way for the first time. We also noticed that the work of the first two sessions helped the field feel more grounded as we started going into the traumatic events of the famine.

In session four, we explored absencing and denial. The Famine's trauma was overwhelming—too much to process, too painful to feel. In triads, we reflected on what our ancestors had to deny to survive, and how this echoes today. In Ireland, the legacy is palpable; in the diaspora, it’s often erased—left behind to forge an Irishness that excluded the Famine’s horrors.

Exploring Individual & Collective Conditioning
Exploring Individual & Collective Conditioning

In session 5 we explored how individuals are affected by the famine. For this session, we anticipated that a lot would be coming up for people and we decided not to have triads but to do an Immram (an Irish inspired visualization/meditation) and to have a longer period of open sharing instead. It was a good decision. In the open sharing, many people shared that they were starting to see that some of their “personal issues” were coming down to them through their lineage. This was sometimes painful and disorienting, but most people were able to self-regulate well and thus have some space for integration.

In session six we explored how the social and cultural environment that conditioned us was affected by the famine. We took time at the start to highlight some of Ireland’s social problems and institutional challenges, and the significant influence in them of the Catholic Church. And in the diaspora we looked at how Irishness is viewed and portrayed in stereotypical ways (Paddywackery). The inquiry was what was it like to grow up in this environment and how did it affect us? The open sharing included many personal experiences of numbness and turning away that these systems rely on in order to function, and of feeling pressure to be a certain uncomfortable way simply in order to belong. Many rich shares about this.

Listening to Ancestral Roots & Voices from the Field
Listening to Ancestral Roots & Voices from the Field

This stage involved guiding participants to attune to both individual and collective dimensions of ancestral trauma and resilience. We began each session with grounding practices and meditations to create a shared sense of safety and presence, emphasising somatic awareness and emotional regulation, while also tending to our shared (we-)space as a group, as we began engaging with the collective trauma field.

Through structured exercises, such as ancestral attunement and family tree explorations, participants were invited to sense the energetic imprints of their lineage and reflect on the interplay of resilience and unresolved trauma. We did our best to frame these inquiries as opportunities to uncover ancestral voices and narratives, fostering an atmosphere of curiosity and compassion. By presencing what was silenced or numbed in previous generations, participants explored transgenerational patterns and their impact on the present, including topics such as internalised objectification to collective shame and a sense of scarcity.

In triads and group discussions, participants shared personal insights while sensing into the shared field. Guided meditation, journaling, and prompts invited reflection on ethical violations and ancestral interconnectedness. By listening deeply and slowing the pace, we supported space for complexity and multiple truths within the collective field.

Integrating & Restoring
Integrating & Restoring

Our approach to integrating and restoring included grounding meditations, attuning to seasonal changes, and somatic practices to help participants connect with ancestral and personal experiences. Participants reflected on how their relationship to themselves and their lineage had transformed, identifying insights and new perspectives that emerged throughout the sessions.

Integration involved revisiting earlier stages of trauma work, including session eight—“the bend in the river”—where we sensed more in the field needing to be felt and witnessed. Small group exercises and journaling prompts invited reflection on questions like, “How have I changed?” and “What do I need for restoration?” These opened space for deeper voices from the field to speak to land, agency, belonging, family silence, and ancestral rage.

Ethical restoration was a focal point, emphasizing repair of fragmented connections and the restoration of "light" within the relational field. Participants shared experiences in triads and larger groups, supported by a potent short film based on Eavan Boland’s Quarantine.

By weaving personal and group insights into shared meaning, we supported a deeper integration of individual and collective transformation.

Transforming & Meta-learning
Transforming & Meta-learning

Participants explored individual and shared learnings from the year-long journey, focusing on ethical restoration and transformation across personal, cultural, and societal dimensions. Grounding meditations, co-regulation, and journaling supported embodied reflection and integration of insights.

Breakout groups encouraged dialogue, where participants shared realizations and reflected on collective learning. These discussions surfaced emerging possibilities—shifts in perception, greater capacity to hold complexity, and creative potentials. Participants considered how ethical restoration could inspire societal transformation and a reorientation of language and institutions to support healing and justice. The conversations carried both hope and a recognition of feeling mute in the face of large systems, while also affirming Irish sensitivity to injustice, what was lost, and the need to reforest Ireland.

Ritual practices, such as altar-making, honored personal and ancestral transformation and symbolized the inner and outer journey. A final plenary offered space for closing reflections, fostering a sense of integration. We did our best to hold the field with care, emphasizing our interconnectedness and the potential for this work to inspire broader healing and systemic change—grounding it all in gratitude and collective wisdom.

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Moments of Challenge

  • Some emails from participants also highlighted our own knowledge of the process, while at the same time also calling us deeper into relationship with ourselves, the field being evoked, and where our own past was needing a deeper care within us.
  • The application process for participants presented a challenge when team members disagreed, leading to supervision. This rupture, involving a potential participant, became a valuable learning experience and highlighted aspects of Irish collective trauma in relationships.
  • Some participants wanted to leave during the lab, which was met with care. A challenge was the lack of communication about absences and maintaining coherence in responses across time zones, making it difficult to track consistent attendance.
  • Towards the end, we named a point “The Bend in the River” based on how CTIP was unfolding in alignment with our group. However, we sensed incompleteness in the group. We noticed a holding or indigestion, feeling we were moving too fast. Repeating the process in the next session proved fruitful.
  • Voices from the Northern Irish experience reminded us of the diversity in the room and the complexity of Irish history. Powerful sharings invited the group to broaden the lens on how An Gorta Mór impacted people within the broader tapestry of Irish history.

Moments of Grace

  • Some of these moments of grace really involved simply being present to, and feeling together, the deeper emotions and ways our ancestors had to disconnect in the past in order to keep going. To be together in these moments where the hurt, or the very raw and vulnerable, could be surfaced was sacred.
  • The open sharings were the most profound moments of our year. There was deep presence, authenticity, and vulnerability that allowed us to surface important voices, emotions, and artefacts. It was a privilege to witness the field reveal what our ancestors couldn’t fully digest, offering healing.
  • The art Kathy brought, including Sinéad O’Connor’s song, Declan O’Rourke’s song, a Keening video, and Eavan Boland’s poem, evoked deep feelings and a broad range of experiences. These art forms helped the group feel what is hard to articulate.

Insights

  • The lab began shortly after war escalated in Gaza, where thousands were killed and starved. Ireland's history of colonization and famine deeply resonated with participants, triggering strong emotions. This became one of the strongest currents in the field, frequently appearing in discussions.
  • In the CTFT training, Thomas emphasized following the first two sessions to establish synchronization for deeper exploration. As the sessions unfolded, we saw how this approach helped create space for holding pain, leading to openings for real healing and integration.
  • There were differences between those living in Ireland and those in the diaspora regarding the famine's legacy. In Ireland, it’s palpable, while in the diaspora, it’s largely erased. Both groups influenced each other, highlighting the need for mutual healing of the famine’s trauma.
  • Most participants wanted to move beyond the victim-perpetrator dynamic regarding the famine and Britain’s lack of apology. They realized healing didn't depend on an apology, which opened up new approaches to both individual and collective healing around the famine.
  • Each session included triads on a specific topic followed by open sharing. Participants valued the intimacy of triads, sharing deeply. The open sharing space was powerful, uncovering personal processes that resonated with the group.
  • Some participants from Ireland spoke Irish, while those from the diaspora didn’t. We used Irish in every session, encouraging its use when necessary. For the diaspora, hearing the language touched them deeply, revealing an ancestral transmission they hadn't recognized before.
  • We later realized our focus on Irishness was too narrow, mainly centered on the Catholic experience. Protestant participants from the north helped us and the field notice this, prompting a broader inclusion of perspectives moving forward.

"It has been an incredible experience. I feel so much lighter. Where before I was in the dark about my Irishness and my ancestry and what that means, I feel I have "come to". I have become more conscious. Also, I have learned so much about Irish history and Irish experiences. And to be processing it all in a group of fellow beings has not only been a unique and powerful experience but the whole point. "

"The fact that the process is free is mind boggling. It was caringly held. My favorite aspect of the process was exploring our ancestors by jotting down what we knew and didn't know. The permission to have my not-knowing be as important as my knowing allowed me to explore something I have always been curious about, but also always overwhelmed by. That introduction to my own ancestors awakened a somatic knowing of the net of life I am bound in and supported by that remains to today."

"To sit with a community of like-minded and interconnected people, sharing with vulnerability and authentically our experiences of being Irish and Irish Diaspora, was truly life changing. The music, poetry, reading material and art that accompanied us really supported my learning and helped me deepen into others' experiences, helping to illuminate my own..... I also feel more equipped to ask questions where before I might have been too hesitant to stir the pot...I feel witnessed and embraced."

"This experience really helped me, I have been working in the field of family constellations and generational trauma for a number of years. However, I often found it hard to connect to the famine. This process helped to gently bring me back and drop down into it. It is like this layer of trauma was a deep bedrock of perma-frost that couldn't be taken in directly.... I have made friends and family for life."

"This is hard to put into words but the experience has been profound. The intellectual knowing of the history of the Irish Famine was taught to us at school and frequently mentioned in society here, in books, articles and films. However, through my participation in the Lab, I have now a more felt sense of the experience in my own body and in the collective energy field here in Ireland....... The Lab also allowed me to connect more deeply with my ancestors.....awakening my curiosity,"

"Being in the International Lab gave me a much more stable personal foundation and a sense of how to work with meeting difficulties within my inner and outer life with more insight, courage, and compassion. I have realized how my life experiences and the ancestral and collective experiences have formed how much I am willing to be open and authentically engage with others....I feel I can touch the energy of what life is revealing more consciously than before."

Our Lab Team

  • Bill McCart

    Bill McCart

    Bill McCart has been studying with Thomas since 2011. He has taken many of his online courses, completed the Timeless Wisdom Training in 2017, and been in Core Group since then. He completed the Practice Group Leader Training in 2021 and has been co-facilitating a group starting later that year. Thomas’s work has had a profound impact on his life, how he relates to life and its challenges, and how he contributes to life. He is deeply grateful for this and happy to support others on their spiritual and healing journeys.
  • Simon Courtney

    Simon Courtney

    Simon Courtney is a trauma-informed psychotherapist from Ireland. His initial curiosity and calling to explore collective trauma, and an embodied spirituality, brought him to the first Pocket Project training with Thomas Hübl in 2017. An increasing awareness for the need to turn towards our undigested past individually has been greatly influenced by his interest in the ancestral and collective dimensions of healing, using a somatic-based and relational approach in his work, where he is following the inner impulse to work more with smaller and emergent group processes.
  • Kathy Scott

    Kathy Scott

    Kathy Scott is a cultural activist and creative entrepreneur dedicated to creating provocative experiences that animate the spirit of our times. Her greatest mission is to nudge humanity forward by inspiring people to rise and lift each other up along the way. She is creative director of The Trailblazery, which was founded as a response to a need for deeper human connection and belonging in our world. She is also founder of The Hedge School – an award-winning cultural project rooted in Ireland that invites people on a collective (un)learning experience to find our shared humanity.

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