Our lab explored the legacy of the Great Famine (1845-52), in which more than 1 million Irish died. More than 1 million emigrated during this time, and there were successive waves of emigration that created an Irish diaspora that today numbers more than 44 million. The lab is not so much about the history but about people’s experience of that history. What did the Irish have to do to survive the Famine? How does the Famine echo into our lives in the present? How is the legacy of the famine different for those who left and those who remained?
The lab was intended for people of Irish descent, whether in Ireland or in the Irish diaspora. Some understanding of trauma was necessary, as was the willingness to look deeply into our individual lives and our ancestry. But most important is the desire to uncover and heal what our Irish ancestors couldn't heal in their own time.
The lab followed Thomas Hübl's Collective Trauma Integration Process (CTIP). We created a safe container for exploring how the Famine trauma response still lives in us and how it affects our very being. Painful moments arose in this work but the process was guided with compassion, care, and respect. And with a deeper understanding of the legacy of the Famine, we began individually and collectively to form a new sense of Irishness.We started out with a group of 54 participants, drawn from 98 applications. Five people withdrew at various times during the lab, so we ended with 49 participants. Perhaps four or five others also withdrew but without notice, just by discontinuing their participation. We met for 13 group sessions from January - December 2024.
"It has been an incredible experience. I feel so much lighter. Where before I was in the dark about my Irishness and my ancestry and what that means, I feel I have "come to". I have become more conscious. Also, I have learned so much about Irish history and Irish experiences. And to be processing it all in a group of fellow beings has not only been a unique and powerful experience but the whole point. "
"The fact that the process is free is mind boggling. It was caringly held. My favorite aspect of the process was exploring our ancestors by jotting down what we knew and didn't know. The permission to have my not-knowing be as important as my knowing allowed me to explore something I have always been curious about, but also always overwhelmed by. That introduction to my own ancestors awakened a somatic knowing of the net of life I am bound in and supported by that remains to today."
"To sit with a community of like-minded and interconnected people, sharing with vulnerability and authentically our experiences of being Irish and Irish Diaspora, was truly life changing. The music, poetry, reading material and art that accompanied us really supported my learning and helped me deepen into others' experiences, helping to illuminate my own..... I also feel more equipped to ask questions where before I might have been too hesitant to stir the pot...I feel witnessed and embraced."
"This experience really helped me, I have been working in the field of family constellations and generational trauma for a number of years. However, I often found it hard to connect to the famine. This process helped to gently bring me back and drop down into it. It is like this layer of trauma was a deep bedrock of perma-frost that couldn't be taken in directly.... I have made friends and family for life."
"This is hard to put into words but the experience has been profound. The intellectual knowing of the history of the Irish Famine was taught to us at school and frequently mentioned in society here, in books, articles and films. However, through my participation in the Lab, I have now a more felt sense of the experience in my own body and in the collective energy field here in Ireland....... The Lab also allowed me to connect more deeply with my ancestors.....awakening my curiosity,"
"Being in the International Lab gave me a much more stable personal foundation and a sense of how to work with meeting difficulties within my inner and outer life with more insight, courage, and compassion. I have realized how my life experiences and the ancestral and collective experiences have formed how much I am willing to be open and authentically engage with others....I feel I can touch the energy of what life is revealing more consciously than before."